The Front Of Armament - Chapter 09

Yesterday wasn't such a bad 17th...

something came in the mail for me =)


Another Day - Riccardo Campa
(Arranged and Mixed by Andrea Cofrancesco)
Flashback Records FLA 4003
Released : July 2008

"Only now.. i can see that you're no more around.. only now..
Only now.. i realise that you were getting down.. only now..

Could you left me because i was fool..
Why i thought my behavior was good..
and now i can just remember... (I can just remember..)

Only now.. i miss you and the joy i can bring.. in your smile..
Only now.. i realise that i've lost everything.. in a while..

Can i still look around to see you..
All the things you would do, now i do..
and now i can just remember how it was.. with you..

Another day another night
remembering your face..
something is going from.. a little wonder is gone
no one would fill this place.. in my heart..

Only now.. i can see that you're no more around.. only now..
Only now.. i realise that you were getting down.. only now..

Could you left me because i was fool..
Why i thought my behaviour was good..
and now i can just remember how it was.. with you..

Another day another night
remembering your face..
something is going from.. a little wonder is gone
no one would fill this place

and now i know what you could feel..
one night broke our deal
give me another chance
i did it only once
and now i know that my.. love is real..

Only now.. i miss you and the joy i can bring.. in your smile..
Only now.. i realise that i've lost everything.. in a while..

Can i still look around to see you..
all the things you would do, now i do..
and now i can just remember how it was.. with you..

Another day another night
remembering your face..
something is going from.. a little wonder is gone
no one would feel this pain

and now i know what you could feel..
one night broke our deal
give me another chance
i did it only once
and now i know that my..

Another day another night
remembering your face..
something is going from.. a little wonder is gone
no one would feel this pain

and now i know what you could feel..
one night broke all our deal
give me another chance
i did it only once
and now i know that my.. love is real.."

Listen to it here..

Although its a S$120 for just 3 pieces of music, but this time i do feel its worth every cent.. this song is just fantastic.. and i can listen to it over and over without being sick of it.. funny how italo lyrics often seem so meaningful to me... and may i say what a beautiful cover as well... it really look like it came right out of the 80s.. a real gem =)

The Front Of Armament - Chapter 08

"HELLOOOO! POSTMANNNN!"

and look what he brought in...

wah... so big box...

hmmm....





Good stuff right? hahhahhaa... faster bring to pang keng go pack pack arrange arrange ^_^
Hey hey... fit just nice... got one more Tessou coming in next month... after that should be complete le lor... cause now all the major crows characters that i know all have le... unless they come out Takumi and Shougo RAH doll... if not should not have anything to buy le... Bandou and Guriko RAH doll i not interested... then FBG is too expensive and also nothing much to play with except can see see... hope its the end of crows for me ba... hahhahaha... still wanna go find poster frames to put up my posters... big big project to revamp my pang keng... new bed... new wardrobe... no wife ma.. so dun think will have a place of my own soon... hahahaha...

also blew my bonus on this...




Don't faint ah... =)



Damn chio right? wahahahhahaha... dun even know will bear to wear this outside a not... the thought of someone step or the shoe become black black my heartache le...

dunno ladies feel the same way a not... maybe so ba... i am such a shoe slut... hahhahaha

hmmm... changes are starting at work with the return of 2ic and encik.. better lor... can see the guys more kwai kwai le... also encik also doing the shark thing in the lecture room le... damn cool to see lor... hahhahahaha... but encik is a fair man also... he also will scold scold me de... but when i am wrong and out of line or too whiny i know i derseve to be scold de and i will take it... thats how enciks should be... eyes open big big and scold what deserve to be scold not just5 anyhow whack... 2ic also quite cool le... he went run run soc training with us boys yesterday le... and was pushing and encouraging us also... real nice... hope he dun transform lor... last time pt also very nice de... then when he went to the top then not nice le lor... but no choice for him i guess... he could have chose to pang toh... but i think he got no choice la... we are not him so we wun understand de lor... going tekong again... i love my job ^_^

The Front Of Armament - Chapter 07

Finally home after 7 days away...

its good to be home...

those 7 days are not too bad... its quite fun to be at places where normal civillian s cant go... CEC is a very nice place... but super hot in the afternoon... just a stone's throw away from indonesia... everyday same routine of arriving at the place... look in thbe ice box... get a drink... bring ice up onto the SUV then go out to the outposts to deliever ice to the poor boys who will melt in the hot sun... after that off to pasir ris park... then on the way back will buy milk from shell... bought quite some milk for rosy... dunno she finsh drink all already a not... hahhahaha... she's a nice girl and a very very good worker... so must sayang... hahhahaha...

last night sylvia called and we had a very very long chat.... from 11pm till 2pm... wa... really been quite some time since i had such a long chat on the telephone le... and a chat which i enjoyed very very much... talking about days of yore and other nonsense... she even recalled who is quincy... i remember too but dunno how is he now... asked me about my future plans i told her... she also thinks its such a waste if i were to end up doing lowly jobs like food cour plate collector... and i could hear her seriously considering how to let me teach at her school... dunno whether is it because its late at night le then she not thinking straight or she really will consider de... its really sweet of her to offer anyway... also talked about relationships... she seems happy to be single i guess i should follow her example... really envy and admire her lifestyle very much.... strong sucessful single...

this morning i had a very unexpected sms from someone quite sometime ago... christy... i remember the days at sgh... looking at her... wondering why she so fierce... picking up the courage to strike conversation with her.... giving her a card... and our "silence" game on the telephone... i wonder this time if she will disappear suddenly all over again....

on the last night of being at CEC.. ronald did a profile on me using my chinese name and birthdate... apparently i will not be settling anytime soon until i'm 45... and also i have no kids... i guess i have to take what he says with a pinch of salt... although the 45 figure is quite comforting... but i would like to have kids... maybe become a priest then will have many many many people call me father lor... and many many people to attend my funeral just like arch bishop emritus yong's funeral... which i attended the requiem mass on tuesday... also got ronald to see whats wrong with me and karen... apparently its our element... i am metal horse while she is fire horse... funny thing ronald straight away asked me after see the signs... is it she always keep ham tum you... i told him yes... he says no wonder... hhahahaahaha.... anyway... at least now i know why it didnt work out and wont work out... so cant finally set my heart at rest le... no more bad horse eat return grass le... hhahahahaha...

The Front Of Armament - Chapter 06

i almost went nuts when i saw this pic this morning... another fashion magazine spread featuring TFOA!!!! Check out the website

the intro damn cool right? =)

already plan rush down to taka to pre-order...

but when i reach taka... guess what... the counter girl say that magazines can't order or reserved de... she can only tell me the estimated arrival date and i can only come down and snatch myself.... WTF!!!

and also she can only confirm that SENSE magazine is coming in... but FASHION HEART is not confirmed de... the reason is that the TFOA issue got no freebies so they dun bring in and dun order also... KAOZ....

and the FASHION HEART cover is also super chio lor... 6th Head Tessou and 5th Head Kousei together le... and in so stylo pose and clothes somemore... wa lao... i wanna faint le la... baby always ask why i never smile... hey baby... you look at them 2... smile already where got cool sia... like that then look strong and upright ma... if smile smile means evil and harbour ill intentions le... hahhahahaha... another thing is from the pic on the very top, you can tell that the SENSE and FASHION HEART cover is combine de... so its very heartbreaking to have one but not the other... baby.. depend on you to help me get the SENSE mag le... i think i will be in jail during that period of time le... worse come to worse i have to go find yoshiyuki-san again le lor... after so many years of my business... i think he or she must have struck it rich le... his/her website http://www.japonicarecords.com now look damn pro le lor... a far cry from the simple simple page when i saw it for the very first time years ago... he recieved from me at least 5 figures le... and possibly maybe even 6 figures... hahahhahaa... Hello Big Spender... hahahhaha... must remember... golden basin... golden basin =)

onto another topic...

can you believe that someone's house is like THIS!!!???

I AM ASHAMED TO SAY THAT I AM CROWS/WORST FAN!!!

Looking at my once self-thought impressive collection, really very pai sei man...

actually got some treasures but not as much as those above hidden inside this pile also... just tat i never open up nia... wahahahhahaha... thinking of getting frames to put up those beautiful posters... revamp revamp... will need lots of S-11 le... anybody wanna sponsor? wahahahaha...

Hmm.... baby this evening went out gallavanting with her frens... now 1045pm le... still no news that she is on her way home... must be really enjoying her time ba... i like not so mang zang about her out so late le... perhaps maybe these days she kwai kwai so i also very gracious le... hahahahhahaa....

The Front Of Armament - Chapter 05

Happy birthday to me.. happy birthday to me... hahhaha... not yet not yet... but looks like my dream of owning one of these on my 30th bday have gone kaput... thanks to my unchangeable way or should i say incorrigible way of spending every cent that comes thru my hands.... but i really wanna wash golden basin le... i swear... lets see if i will own one of these babies before i turn 35 =)

saw baby again today... she is really getting more and more wonderful day by day... today she woke already then sms me le... last time she could go one whole morning and not msg me and find nothing wrong with it and she will just say busy ma... hahhahahah... going for lunch with her ma ma she also will let me know... last time i wun know anything de until i called her... then i will ask her how come she no say... then she will say either i din ask or why must everything report to me... last time baby is really terrible... hhahahaha... i hope this new and terrific baby is here to stay...

baby suppose to knock off at 6pm... so i took a bus at 5pm... again i was early reach tekka around 535pm... zoom zoom bus... how come buses are never this fast when you are running late... hhahahaha... anyway i went explore explore baby's work area... so foreign people.. does indeed looked kinda dangerous... hopefully baby can take care of herself ba... i realise my sms to her wasnt delievered... then i sent another... also not delievered... then i called her office... then told her the problem... she said ok but never rectify... hhahahaha... i guess she must be real busy rushing out last minute... i must be more understanding that her work can really come at last minute de... but old habits die hard ba... at about 620pm.. i was getiing kinda mang zang le... but when i saw her anxiously looking left and right for me while desperately trying to get her phone to work... my heart melted le... baby i no good k =)

she walked a lot with me today... she was in shoes that were previously painful to her... i wonder if today is the shoes really no longer pain le... or she endured more for me... i hope its the former.... dun want my b to be suffering... spending time with my b today i felt really lucky to have her... she is really THE ONE... i want to stay... dont make me leave =)

The Front Of Armament - Chapter 04

Its another nice day today with baby =)

baby is really changing very much... she seems to be getting better and better everyday... we kinda had some small setbacks last night and this morning... but she seem to bounce back better than before... baby bought me a gift this morning... a surprise somemore... hahahhahaa... and i was so blind i din even see it in her hands until we sat down at din tai fung and she casually asked me to help her put inside my bag... then i realise what it was... so slow of me... hahahhahaa... baby thanks thanks very much.... your gesture says a lot a lot for me...

and also i am loving baby's new hairstyle very very much... so clean and sleek... and that red colour is damn chio... hahahhahaha... look like Agyness sia... hahhahahaa... its really a good cut and versatile for both casual and formal... i hope nothing will go wrong to it... baby you look terrific =)

also baby lied to me... but its a good lie... she say the diamond lost le... then this morning she is wearing it lor... she actually went to had it repaired... wa kao... i was really heart-brokened when i thought it was lost lor... never bought diamonds for any girl before... can say its my first diamond jewellery for girl... baby i am glad you treasure it and din leave it there like you said you did... rememeber it is us... dun lose us k? =)

so there you are... 3 heart attacks from baby today... gift... diamond... hair... actually got many more la... when you did that modified RCG i also went crazy... hahahhahahaha.... baby... when we do do i really meant what i say to you... i want you to be my wife... i love you very much and i hope to one day be good enough for you than i am now... i will be someone... please trust in me no matter how hard it seems... i will make it happen for us... i love love love you =)

The Front Of Armament - Chapter 03

Today my baby is also very sweet (",)

was super tired after going to the naval base in the morning... took a nap... who knows woke up only at 330pm... by then i think baby was already having her haircut.... she told me she would start at 230pm and would probably take about an hour or maybe an hour and a half... i was laughing... hahhahahah... baby always got a very poor sense of time i know she would not make it de... hahahhaha... and i was right again... hahhahaa... 530pm and she still cutting hair... hahhaha... but baby was very nice and told me we should be mature and can always meet the next day... no need to squeeze time... i went sim lim and then walked down to the bus stop outside st joseph church because i dun wanna be sandwiched and want a seat... got my seat on the bus... today i saw 2 fathers with their baby daughters and no mummys... just daddy and girl girl time... one on 980 from camp... the other on 960 going home... kinda envy... hahhahaha... the fathers looked quite old... about late 30s or early 40s ba... dunno i will have chance to like that a not... the fathers very nice... quite quiet type wan but can see a lot of love... and the girls also very well-behaved... next time if i got daughter... i wanna name her "Si-mon" dunno wanna put and "e" at the end a not le... very cool name right? Si-mon Ng... sounds very nice for a girl... hehehehhe... me and my fantasies... hahahhaha... baby had a new haircut but i cant see much from the pic she mms me... so tmr when we meet then i can see up close le... should be fine de ba... baby say got people praise her for the new hair... hai ya... baby... you so pretty go where also got people praise wan... so no need me praise le... hahhahahahha... me different... nobody praise me de... so you must all the time say i am handsome and yan dao k? hahahhahaha... in between self-esteem and shameless is only a thin line... hahhahaha... i know baby is putting a lot of effort into our relationship... though i do wish she doesn;t have to oput in effort at all and it all comes naturally... you know what i mean? i last time also have lotsa trouble trying to be nice and making an effort to be nice... but after sometime... i find that... its really always better to be nice instead of mean... will sleeep better at night de... really...

and really envious of baby's job so glamourus... well...but i guess it is baby's destiny.... afterall baby didn't exactly have a very easy begining... so now is probably time for her to enjoy le lor... me le? hmmm... all is still a blur now lor... sigh... dunno why it is so hard... maybe one day my good days will come also... hope baby will cherish and treasure her job more if not already... we all must realise how lucky we are despite of our so-called bad times... cause out there.. there is always some one worse off than us... must count our blessings...


hopefully tmr will be a fun day with baby... will be having maybe her morn.... and her noon but night she go dinner again... my weekends are getting stolen again... hhahahahaha...

Good night (^_^)